What hurts the most is that what i felt was real, and that what you felt wasn’t. That he can make you feel happier than i was ever able too in three weeks than i did in 3 years. That he makes you feel a way you have never felt before, while with me you are just bored. That all of me wasn’t good enough, and a part of him was more than enough. That it was so easy for you to sleep with him, and it made you so happy, while with me you were just pleased. You don’t even feel any guilt. I don’t think i will feel like i will ever be good enough, because how can I, when you did that. I used to ask why you would do that, throw away everything that we had. But now i understand that it was because you weren’t happy. Which is so confusing, because i thought you were happy, i was so happy, how could you not have been happy. but you weren’t and he makes you happy and that breaks my heart. I still remember the last night, at prom, our last dance. When i squeezed you tight, and cried over your shoulder so you couldn’t see me. Because i knew i was loosing the one thing that made me truly happy. I never wanted to lose you… but you are gone and happier without me and with someone else.
2 dates, 2 different lips, 5 different numbers, 2 of which were given to by them without asking, a college girl who doesn’t care about age, and all of them are beautiful. I have a best friend who will never leave me, and new hobbies to keep me busy, so you could say I am doing better. I have grown up, I have gotten stronger, gotten more focused, more wild, more confident, more in control. I improve myself everyday, becoming a better person. The wounds are healing and the scars are forming. So next time you look into my eyes, I hope you are scared, because i am not the same. I have grown up, and I am in control of who i am now, and i think I’m starting to like it.
Lol cracked the old account and get this in less than 10 minutes.